There is a light at the end of the Tunnel
I was going to tell you all the little tips that got me through when my kids where small. Quite frankly it was uninspiring, the thing is children are small for such a short time, however at the time it seems like an enternity. I will tell you a little about how I managed instead.
Really the only place I can write from is my own experience and hope that in so doing I will shine a light for all those out there who can currently only see the shadow.
When my twin girls were born, shadow was all I could see. I don't remember much clearly at all, except I know at the time there was a feeling of absolute desperation, which has now been healed so that feeling is no longer there. Severe sleep deprivation alone, makes somebody very depressed, but when you add that to the trials of being very sick yourself, your new born children being very sick, an unstable relationship and all family support in another country, you have a receipe for disaster. All I could think at the time was, just get through today, just today. Somehow you manage by taking very little steps, this is definately not the time for long term planning and goal setting, unless it be to get up and help your children be happy for that day.
At this time I had extreme muscle weakness and some days could not walk properly. I had to do the shopping so I used to load my double pusher up with all three children and lean on it myself for support. A number of times I collapsed with an irregular heartbeat and was taken to hospital. The medical community however could just not put their finger on what was going on. I was having investigations at the time for a rare muscle weakness disease called myasthenia gravis, as my mother has it. My neurologist put me in hospital for a number of tests. It was during this period of a few months (this was after I escaped the house full of life threatening mould) that I really started calling on God to help me, in the form of Angels and Christ. As I talked in my head and often out loud to these beings, I was quite clearly given the choice of, compromise and disability, or a total miracle and the happily ever after senario. Now for those that have never been in this situation, you might say, well of course you would choose the miracle. I did, however, have to think about this one for a couple of days. The only way I can explain this reluctance to take complete healing is that you get used to batteling constantly and forget there is anything else in life. You also know that if you do get your total miracle you will have to acknowledge this and change your life accordingly.
Fortunately, or I would not be writting this to you today, I chose the miracle. I returned to my neurologist who was a lovely man. I told him I have been praying and all my symptoms have disapeared. He was very happy and said, yes I see some unusual things in my practice and sometimes shocks or faith can turn myasthenia gravis off, in the same way often a shock can turn it on. People have latent possibilities in their bodies and making decisions in your mind has a huge effect on your body.
From this point on, my health steadily improved. My childrens health still needed a lot of work. Both of the twins had severe asthma and allergies, along with a few other medical conditions. All three of them basically came down with a new virus each weekend (amazing how children always seem to wait until the weekend when there are no doctors available) and we were still making very regular trips to the childrens hospital.
With my newly expanded spiritual awareness I realised there was something wrong in their bedroom. When you stepped in there, a great sense of saddness overwhelmed you and the plants kept dying in there, a sure sign something is amiss. I had not started using the pendulum at this time to ask questions, so I just spent some time alone sitting in there. I was told there was an old man still there who was still very worried about the house and his old earth life. I placed some salt in a little cup in the bathroom and bedroom as salt is cleansing and drawing on the etheric level as well as the physical. You need to change this salt every day. I ended up using it for a week. I asked Arch Angel Michael and the other Angels to come and assist the old man to find his friends in the spirit world and be taken back to the light. I experienced a great sense of lightness as I made this request. The plants actually started to thrive in the bedroom after this. I actually bought two additional small trees in pots, to put in the girls bedroom at night. The idea behind this is that the elemental beings attached to the plants, help clear a sick persons aura. You need to give the plants a breath of fresh air during the day to help heal them.
It was a few weeks later that the angels started to download the Abundance of Light technique to me. Of course my children were the first ones to benefit from this technique. I am happy to say my doctor rarely sees us and we no longer know people from the hospital on a first name basis. If you are suffering, it will pass, but do call on the power of love, the creator, to help you, just be willing to listen to the suggestions when they come, for suggestions they are, you still have to implement them into your life. God never forces you to do anything it is up to you to choose happiness and joy in your life.